What attracts you to Goetia? Is it the edginess of working with Goetia? Is it the attraction to that which is taboo? Are you wanting your life to be tossed and stirred?
I have no real experience, just the intent in one. I really find no difference to any other “supernatural force”. Just they just imaginary. Aspects of yourself projected on an invisible form you pretend to speak with, but what you receive back are the whispers of your unconscious mind.
There is no point in remaining with a religious and dogmatic view on the supernatural. It really is all just programming your brain. The real magick is in that which your brain can allow you to achieve.